Today’s Sermon: Springs of Living Water

I had the opportunity to preach in my church a few weeks ago, and again in our satellite church today (I expanded and improved it a little in the meantime) This is the final version:

First there was message for children before they went to Sunday School, just after a song about letting the living water flow:

John 4: 13-14:

13 Jesus answered, “Everyone who drinks this water will be thirsty again, 14 but whoever drinks the water I give them will never thirst. Indeed, the water I give them will become in them a spring of water welling up to eternal life.”

What is the spring of living water that Jesus is talking about? There’s a clue in the song we just sang. Yes, that’s right, the Holy Spirit. Do you know what it looks like when water starts to flow somewhere it hasn’t flowed for a long time?

As you can see, the sticks blocking the pipe don’t look too bad to start with, but as the blockage is pulled out, there are more and more tangled roots, as if they will never end, but as the lady starts to pull out more of it, you can see water starts to flow. Eventually the whole blockage is cleared, but the water that is flowing out is foul and filthy. It takes quite a long time for all that disgusting water to be washed through and the flowing water to turn completely clear, but eventually it does.

Now, that initial blockage is like the sin in our hearts that God wants to forgive and remove if we will let Him. It may not look like much from the outside, but it usually goes very deep and can be unpleasant for us when it gets removed and take a long time to really get it all out of us, and once it is removed, a lot of nasty things that were hidden deep inside of you can come out, bitterness, rage, guilt, lies we tell ourselves, it can seem like things are getting worse than when you started, but it is all part of the process of cleaning you.

What if the blockage was removed, but there was no clean water ready to flow through the channel? Then all the nasty stuff in the channel would stay there, slowly getting fouler, and other nasty things might crawl up the pipe to live in there and make things worse. This is why when you get forgiven of your sins, you also need to invite the Holy Spirit into your heart, to flow into and through you, washing and refreshing you, so you can be a source of blessing to others.

Luke 10: 1-12; 16-20:

Imagine being part of that group of seventy two: You’re healing the sick, driving out demons, preaching the good news, the Kingdom of God is finally breaking out in a way never seen before, evil is on the run, what a time to be alive! It must have been amazing, such an exciting and joyful reunion to hear all the stories from the others, we’re taking on the whole world and winning! Jesus even confirms that Satan has fallen from heaven, and we are protected from all harm! Nothing can stop us now.

We can pray for such times to come for us, as long as we are ready for the intense spiritual battle that will accompany them, but in the midst of their celebration Jesus says something unexpected.

Don’t rejoice that the spirits submit to you? How can that not be a cause for rejoicing? It’s everything they ever wished for. Then he gives an even greater reason to be joyful, an eternal reason. Your names are written in heaven. You have an eternal joyful secure future, no matter what happens to you on earth. The message is clear, do not expect an endless string of victories, your source of joy is in something much deeper and more reliable, your status before the faithful promise-keeping God of the Universe.

This may be a relatively easy shift in perspective to make in principle, especially when things are going well, but it only truly tested and is much more difficult and more important to do when everything seems to be falling apart, all you can see is your own failures and the damage you’ve done, there is tension at work or at home. Your current temporary situation is far less important than your eternal destiny. There is always a reason for gratitude, there is always a reason to rejoice.

Your name is written in heaven. If you’re anything like me, or stuck in a negative spiral of thoughts, you might ask, “God, why would you let me into heaven? I would just ruin it.” This might seem like a very pessimistic question, but there is a deep truth behind it. As you are right now, you would ruin it. But the good news is, that God is changing you, cleansing you like the channel in the video, if you will only let God’s Holy Spirit do its work. Some days or weeks or months, it may seem like you’re making no progress, or even getting worse and falling back into old bad habits that you thought you’d beaten. Especially if you lose something that you’ve depended on for a long time, it can feel like you now have one leg shorter than the other and can no longer stand up straight, or have suffered a stroke and need to relearn the most basic things, like walking, talking and using your hands.

Progress in life is never a straight line, it comes in waves, when you are training intelligently and gainfully you have periods of loading, of stress, interspersed with periods of rest and recovery.

Sometimes training methods can seem nonsensical. The classical example I would give would be in the remake of The Karate Kid:

The student gets more and more frustrated and angry with the seemingly nonsensical instructions, thinking he is learning a stupid, simple lesson that he already knows, until he confronts his sensei, who shows him that he’s been drilling into muscle memory a series of defensive and counterattacking moves. It is not just a lesson in self-defense, but in humility and trust.

God’s ways with us can seem just as confusing at times. There are things in this life that we will never understand this side of eternity. The questions you need to ask is, “Do I trust my trainer? Does he know what he is doing? Does he have my best interests at heart?”

At different stages of our lives, God takes away one set of our training wheels and asks us to step up and scale the same types of obstacles in new ways, to stand more stably and properly on the true foundation of life, which is Christ. He is looking at the long-term gains of our temporary sufferings. The long term perspective is eternity, which far outweighs any suffering we can endure in this life.

All too often we don’t see it that way, and the stresses of life overwhelm us, driving us to despair, bitterness or near insanity. When those negative emotions seem to be spiralling out of control and overwhelming you, visualise that foul flow pouring out of your heart onto the ground, gradually being washed out by that flow of pure living water until it is completely clear. You can trust Him, He knows what He is doing and He has your best interests at heart.

Philippians 1: 3-6:

3 I thank my God every time I remember you. 4 In all my prayers for all of you, I always pray with joy 5 because of your partnership in the gospel from the first day until now, 6 being confident of this, that he who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus.

Your name is written in heaven, and He is inviting you to grow into a worthy addition to that holy community, so that you will be a true blessing to it.

To Those Struggling with Depression:

You’re not alone.

You could fail a thousand times a day, but He remains faithful.

You might not be able to see the light at the end of the tunnel, or even far enough to take the next step in front of you, but He is ready to catch you if you fall.

You may find yourself without even the strength to get out of bed, but He offers you His.

You might feel lost and lonely in a crowded room, but He is with you. You are never alone.

He knows your pain and weeps with you. He knows your struggles and rejoices with each little victory. Sometimes just holding on and weathering the storm for one more day is victory enough.

You may see yourself as worthless, but He still loves you. This might make no sense to you, but it’s true. He is love. Love is not just what He does, it’s what He is.

He is the ultimate, infinitely loving, joyful, peaceful, satisfying, open, committed, generous, intimate, and uplifting fellowship, and He wants you to participate. Not just watch from the other side of the room, but be actively and fully involved, and be completely healed, purified, and invigorated.

You can’t escape from His love. Wherever you go, from the most luxurious palace to the cruellest dungeon, from the most pristine cleanroom to the filthiest sewer, from the depths of the ocean to the depths of outer space, and everywhere in between, He will be there, loving you.

You don’t need to be famous, you don’t need to be popular, you don’t need to be loved or praised by those in charge. The glory that this world offers means nothing in the end. The glory and peace and love and fellowship and satisfaction and joy that awaits you will make all of your sufferings down here worthwhile.

Cling to Him, open up to Him, and trust Him, because He loves you.

He sees you, He hears you. He has not abandoned you, and He never will.

You’re not alone.

The Hopeful Context

Voices shouting out in praise,
Branches and cloaks laid on the way
To herald the approach of their true king.
Through all those upheld hands,
They couldn’t see His plan
To be the ultimate pure offering.

How often have our noble dreams
Been going swimmingly, it seems,
When suddenly they derail with a great crash.
All progress has been lost,
At far too great a cost,
And we are left with handfuls of cold ash.

We could wallow in our pain and rage
And lock ourselves inside a cage
Of bitterness, resentment and despair;
Or remember that he sees
The fruits in eternity
Of our current struggles, toils and prayers.

So in that hopeful context, try to see and understand
That your pain is part of an almighty plan;
So as you play your role,
It grows and shapes your soul,
To be ready to embrace the great I AM.

That Time of the Year (Music Video)

For anyone sent to this page on your wedding anniversary, congratulations!

As promised, here is the song I wrote for my last year’s wedding anniversary, complete with music video. May it bless you and encourage you to fondly remember that most wonderful of decisions to embark on a great adventure together, be grateful for the life together that you have and bond that you share, and look forward to the future with hope in our loving Lord.

The lyrics are:

It’s that time of the year again
To look back and remember when
We wore our smart shoes,
Said our “I do”s,
And our new life began.

Much more than a friend to me,
I’m with you to the end, you see;
That ring on your hand,
We both understand
Foreshadows eternity:

Enveloped by love,
In heaven above,
Our spirits set free
In pure harmony,
There with the Living God.

Oh wife of my youth,
I’m declaring this truth:
We share the same dream
To be more than we seem,
Bound strong with our Loving Lord.

So today I still promise to
Always love, honour, cherish you
All the days of our lives,
Despite the world’s lies,
We’ll hold on to what is true.

Now put your sweet hand in mine,
Let me see your eyes’ full shine
As I look at your face,
I’m in the right place,
Our hearts fully intertwined.

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Lyrics, melody, arrangement, vocals, audio mixing, and VST instrument programming by Ben Zwycky in Reaper using virtual instruments from Orchestral Tools, Spitfire Audio and the Virtual Playing Orchestra, and video editing in Hit Film Pro 13 using stock footage and images from Pixabay, and stock footage provided by Freepik, downloaded from videvo.net.

Uncontainable Holy One

The third track of the Virtual Orchestra: Heavenly Light Album

is about the beauty of creation displaying God’s handiwork and giving a foretaste of eternity in His presence, His knowledge of our struggles and awesome love and care for us despite our flaws and failures, His unique character, and the wonderful future He has in store for His children. English and Czech subtitles are available.

The lyrics are:

You paint the sunrise and pour down the rain,
Sculpt towering mountains and wide open plains;
Grant comforting friendships and welcoming smiles,
Warm invitations to rest here a while.

Glittering waterfalls, flowers and trees,
Delicate butterflies, hardworking bees;
Breathtaking beauty is nothing compared
To the radiant glory we’ll see from you there

You’re the Holy one,
Uncontainable God’s own Son,
Flanked by angels, enthroned on high
Your love will never die

You went to find me when my soul was lost,
Were willing to suffer, you’d counted the cost.
You see my cowardice, selfishness, wrath,
Sigh as once more I go down the wrong path;

You witness my failure again and again,
Know all my sorrows and share all my pain.
When I’m broken-hearted, you bleed with me there,
Ensuring that I bring my head up for air.

You’re the Holy One,
Unmistakable God’s own Son,
Irreplaceable Prince of Peace,
You give my heart release.

Uncontainable,
Unrestrainable,
Unrepeatable,
Undefeatable.
Unmistakable,
Irreplaceable,
Holy, powerful,
Truly wonderful.

You’re full of tenderness, justice and mercy;
I long for that great day when finally we’ll see
You face to face,
There in that wondrous place,

For You are the Holy One,
Mighty, powerful God’s own Son;
Truly wonderful Counsellor,
We couldn’t ask for more.

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Lyrics, melody, arrangement, vocals, audio mixing, and VST instrument programming in Reaper using virtual instruments from Orchestral Tools and Spitfire Audio, 3d rendering in Daz Studio, and video editing in Hit Film Pro 13 by Ben Zwycky using stock footage and images from Pixabay, and stock footage provided by Freepik, downloaded from videvo.net

More Than Worthy

I am pleased to present the music video for track 4 of Virtual Orchestra – Heavenly Light

which is about how Christ understands the isolation, pain, and suffering that is endemic in our world and especially among young men, and the rich, meaningful life that He offers that the world cannot compete with. English and Czech subtitles are available.

The lyrics are:

You deeply understand my loneliness,
Abandoned by your closest friends;
And when you prayed alone in deep distress,
You clearly saw how that day would end.

Subjected to all of man’s cruelty,
You died so that others might live;
And as they all mocked you with vicious glee,
You cried out, “O Father, forgive!”

You’re more than worthy of all my praise
With all my strength, for all my days;
You’ve taken away all my guilt and shame,
And shown me the way I should live.

Help me to become a better man,
With love to give and strength to serve.
I know my life is safe within Your hand;
I won’t receive what my sins deserve.

Give me wisdom to see through the world’s great lies
And courage to go against the crowd;
Fixing my eyes on the eternal prize,
With my whole life declaring out loud:

You’re more than worthy of all my praise
With all my strength, for all my days;
You’ve taken away all my guilt and shame,
And shown me the way I should live.

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Melody, lyrics, vocals, instrument programming, arrangement, audio mixing and video editing by Ben Zwycky using Reaper and Hit film pro with virtual instruments from Orchestral Tools. Guitar accompaniment by Petr Mares.

A Music Video for Heavenly Light

As promised, here is the second music video from my first album, this time for the titular track, Heavenly Light. May it encourage you and help to keep things in perspective in all your daily struggles. It seems especially appropriate at this time of year, traditionally a time when we look back and seek to learn from our mistakes as well as looking forward to a new year and all the promises of new beginnings that it holds. (Both English and Czech subtitles are available)

The lyrics are:

The world loves the shadows,
And living in fear;
Corrupting its fellows,
More brazen each year.

Devouring its seed corn
to put on a show;
Regarding with deep scorn
All those who don’t know.

But I choose to follow
Your heavenly light;
Despite all my sorrows,
I’ll stand up and fight

For things that are beautiful,
The Good and the true;
Since everything wonderful
Points right back to You.

Grant these frail bones strength enough
To persevere when the road gets rough,
So there’s purpose in my current pain;
I won’t live in vain.

When my time here’s done and I see Your face,
I’ll be welcomed by Your warm embrace,
I’ll have kept the faith and run the race,
And at last I’ll be home.

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Lyrics, melody, arrangement, vocals, audio mixing, and VST instrument programming by Ben Zwycky in Reaper using virtual instruments from Orchestral Tools and Spitfire Audio, and video editing in Hit Film Pro 13 using stock footage and images from Pixabay and videvo.

Grab some Heavenly Light in time for Christmas! (My first album)

My long silence on this blog has not been entirely due to laziness, I am happy to announce that my first album, Virtual Orchestra: Heavenly Light, is now released in time for Christmas, including one Christmas-themed song as track 8, an African-style take on the classic Christmas carol blended with my previous song on the nature of love.

May it entertain, uplift and inspire you to grow closer to the source of all love.

Both English and Czech subtitles are available.

The album (both as a whole and as individual tracks) is available for streaming and download at most major online music outlets:

Come see what happens when I try to recreate the music that runs through my head late at night and there are no wiser heads to tell me to tone it down a bit, observe my composition and vocal skills as well as my audio mixing deficiencies.

Of course, now that it’s released and too late to change anything, I realise that not all the tracks are as polished as the one above, so don’t feel pressured to buy the whole collection, but if people could purchase at least one track that they particularly enjoy (for only 99 cents, I might add), that would help to cover the cost of production. (I have yet to cover the costs of any of my releases, so it would make a nice change and encourage me to continue with these sorts of efforts). Over time, I will attempt to fix the issues in the less polished tracks and upload them to youtube.

Don’t Let it Die Out

Today I had the opportunity to preach at my church. Here is the sermon I gave.

The two texts were Jeremiah 35 and 1 Corinthians 15: 1-8.

There was a craftsman who was getting old, his eyes and hands noticeably deteriorating, and clearly recognized that he only had a few years of plying his beloved trade left. He’d bought a sturdy foot-pedal and hand-crank powered machine that was now over a century old. It had served him well over the years and was still in perfectly good condition, and he wanted to hand it on to his daughter, but she wasn’t interested. This made him sad, that the art he had dedicated his life to was dying out in the modern world. He decided to offer the machine up for sale on an online bazaar at a reasonably low cost, thinking that perhaps someone who used to work in the industry would want to pick it up again as a hobby and delay the disappearance of his craft by a few years. A few days later, he is contacted by an interested party and they arrange to meet.

A middle-aged man and his twenty-year-old son arrive and carry the heavy machine to their car in two parts. Out of politeness, the artisan asks which of them will be using the machine, and to his surprise, it is the twenty-year-old son that is the enthusiast, and sees the machine as the ideal stepping stone as he builds his own artisanal business. With joy in his eyes, the old master explains the capabilities and foibles of the machine, tricks and tips for looking after it and getting the most out of it, where to get materials and spare parts, finding that the young man is already familiar with and excited by a lot of what he has to say, and has already built up an impressive portfolio of work that he’s done by hand. His beloved art will continue and thrive, and the classical machine still has a long and fruitful life ahead of it.

This isn’t just a story, it happened two weeks ago. I was the middle-aged man, my second son the young man, and it was a beautiful thing to witness.

As time goes by, many things can be forgotten and lost to history, such as highly specialised knowledge or skillsets, eyewitness accounts of events, fragile works of art, complex cultural rituals, ways of life, or loving communities.

These two passages are about people actively preserving traditions down through the generations, the first reports on the Recabites faithfully maintaining their family tradition of practising abstinence and self-denial without a fixed roof over their heads, to build up self-control and reliance on God rather than trusting in wealth or seeking short-term thrills or relief from their troubles, staying true and faithful in lesser things as an example to the rest of Israel who had abandoned a much more important authority than their ancestor on much more important matters than what to drink or where to live.

The second passage is also about actively preserving a tradition, but something far more important. This time it is not about maintaining a traditional lifestyle, but about ensuring that a key piece of knowledge is not forgotten, key pieces of evidence of the most significant event in human history, a list of eyewitnesses to the resurrection.

Scholars date 1 Corinthians to have been written at around 54 to 55 AD, only twenty to twenty-five years after the crucifixion, and Paul introduces it as passing on what he had recieved, the formula for presenting an established liturgical tradition, so it has to originate very soon after the events themselves, at most only a few years, most likely practically immediately afterwards, almost certainly from the Jerusalem church. This is something we can rely on, thanks to the efforts of many people to preserve this knowledge down through the generations and ages. Can you imagine the excitement, the joy in their eyes as they passed down this life-changing knowledge to the ones they cared about, to anyone that would listen? We are part of that long chain, sharing that revolutionary life-changing truth and adding our own experiences.

Just because something is written down doesn’t mean it will be remembered, we need to bring that knowledge to life by actively sharing it, demonstrating it, living it. Of course God is able to save people without us, but He loves to involve us in his work, and it is so good for us and so exciting to be part of His Great Commission.

It’s easy to think that because we have so many written records that are easily accessible online, knowledge is not being lost, but unfortunately that’s not true. Not only because far from everything that has ever been known was actually recorded, far from everything that has ever been written is actually available online, but also because not all knowledge is book knowledge, not all knowledge is a matter of information. Some knowledge and skills are never shared, and dies with the individual or group that discovered or developed it. Some skills are lost to time because there has been a lack of interest in preserving them, perhaps they are seen as outdated and irrelevant. What knowledge, what skills are still around in small measures but are in danger of being forgotten?

The ability to slow down and be patient; with everything so fast nowadays, instant answers and reports available 24/7, the prestige of being first to share new information ad developments, there is strong pressure to react immediately to initial reports instead of taking the time to see the issue from multiple angles, absorb more information that is less sensational and evaluate things with a cooler head, to take the time to make a careful choice instead of giving in to the ‘urgent need to Do Something!’.

The ability to truly stop and listen with a desire to understand rather than catch someone out, to simply be there for someone and be a blessing to them without having anything to prove, to discuss a difficult topic with someone with the goal of finding the truth together instead of proving yourself right. In the middle ages, it was standard practise that to earn the right to criticise a person’s position, you had to describe it to them to their satisfaction. Can you imagine that today? Today it’s fashionable to just present a grotesque or ludicrous caricature of someone’s position and castigate them for it.

There’s also a growing trend of intellectual laziness, encouraged by the ever more sensationalist media, to look for the gotcha moment that proves what the other side has been trying to hide all this time, that they are truly evil or stupid and we can safely condemn and ignore everything they have to say.

It’s a principle that Lenin advocated for that has slowly infected almost all public discourse: “The central question of politics is who whom” i.e. Anything done by our side to theirs is courageous justice, anything done by their side to ours is a despicable evil.

Why has this been so successful? Because it’s easy. You can look like a hero without doing anything brave. You can look like you’re fighting evil without ever taking any real risks. You never have to acknowledge your own faults or guilt. This is based on the horrific premise that mutually beneficial relationships don’t exist, all are nothing but relentless pitiless struggles for power, that love is just manipulation, self-sacrifice is foolishness and forgiveness stupid.

This idea of course didn’t originate with Lenin, or even Marx, of course. The Apostle Paul noted something similar in his letter to the Galatians (5:19-23):

The acts of the flesh are obvious: sexual immorality, impurity and debauchery; idolatry and witchcraft; hatred, discord, jealousy, fits of rage, selfish ambition, dissensions, factions and envy; drunkenness, orgies, and the like. I warn you, as I did before, that those who live like this will not inherit the kingdom of God.

But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, forbearance, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control. Against such things there is no law.

I’d much rather be guided by a quote from a more enlightened Russian writer, Alexander Solzhenitzin:

“The line separating good and evil passes not through states, nor between classes, nor between political parties either — but right through every human heart — and through all human hearts. This line shifts. Inside us, it oscillates with the years. And even within hearts overwhelmed by evil, one small bridgehead of good is retained”

The fight against evil begins inside each one of us, and cannot be won without His sacrifice, His life flowing through us. Nobody is a lost cause, for as long as they are alive. Our God has redeemed the worst of us. Let’s continue that joyful tradition of gently witnessing to them, being there for them, demonstrating and offering that beautiful new life.

Let’s take a step back from the rush to react, the rush to condemn, to offer a quick fix. Take the time to truly listen, truly be vulnerable, truly love like Christ.

Who knows, you might be part of the even more joyful tradition of witnessing an old love for God restored, or a new relationship with God begin.

In the hands of a master, even an old forgotten machine can create wonderful new works of art.

That Time of the Year Again

Today is my wedding anniversary. I wrote and recorded a song for the occasion, which I will polish up and release to the public at a later date. Here are the lyrics:

That Time of the Year Again

It’s that time of the year again
To look back and remember when
We wore our smart shoes,
Said our “I do”s,
And our new life began.

So much more than a friend to me,
I’m with you to the end, you see;
That ring on you hand,
We both understand
Foreshadows eternity:

Enveloped by love,
In heaven above,
Our spirits set free
In pure harmony,
There with the Living God.

Oh wife of my youth,
I’m declaring this truth:
We share the same dream
To be more than we seem,
Bound strong with our Loving Lord.

So today I still promise to
Always love, honour, cherish you
All the days of our lives,
Despite the world’s lies,
We’ll hold on to what is true.

Now put your sweet hand in mine,
Let me see your eyes’ full shine
As I look at your face,
I’m in the right place,
Our hearts fully intertwined.